Notes from the Dresser Class - 1887
Parts of
Abby Perry's notes taken
at the Dresser Lectures - in 1887
Lecture I
Sickness &
suffering are caused & have been caused by error belief &
opinion & fear - An opinion is not truth, but a theory of truth,
but understanding is knowledge of the truth - or truth proved to
be truth.
Our minds
conscious & unconscious, are filled with a mass of errors with
regard to illness. We are used to thinking of our minds as a
whole & as being in our heads, & yet what are our minds? Our
minds are store-houses of all the impressions good & bad, of all
the opinions & ideas we have had since we were babies & very
little of this mind is conscious at once now, in addition to our
minds (mortal) conscious & unconscious, is the universal mortal
mind about us made up of the impressions, beliefs, opinions of
people in general & for ages past. This is all in the direction
of error - of making these bodies of ours capable of sickness,
of suffering in themselves, of treating them as if they were
independent beings, as if our minds were in them instead of they
existing in our minds.
Now we want
to prove to you that this flesh & blood of itself & in itself
has no life, no feeling, no power, & only by truth & the
understanding of it, can error be got rid of. In the light of
truth, error must disappear. To this error & the feelings of
fear are the causes of disease & suffering.
Lesson II
This was upon
the idea of God & was really grand. First they made a few
quotations from the Bible - as, "In Him we live & move & have
our being" "For God worketh in us to will & to do etc." saying
that we believe, but do not understand them, that we say that in
Him we live & move, that He works in us - but what does that
really mean. In what part of us, where in us is God? Now let us
turn a moment & see what He is, who lives in us - & in whom we
live. Now to start with we must cast off all limitations of
form, for He is Infinite. Take the different attributes &
remember that each one is Infinite - Infinite goodness which
combines Infinite Wisdom, Justice, Love, Truth, etc. "The same
yesterday, today & forever"
Now turn to
us, with every bit of goodness, wisdom, justice, truth, love,
righteousness, that we have in us, have we not just so much of
God?
Before we
know that, we think that these attributes are our own, but if
they originated with us we should be creators. So we are merely
mediums for God to work through, & the new birth, the
understanding, is the awakening to this knowledge. And in-stead
of His being far off, He is within - "working in us to will & to
do?" It is like a plant growing in a cellar, forcing its way up,
obeying a hidden drawing towards something, though it has known
only darkness. Still it reaches up. Suddenly some one opens the
shutter & the light streams in & floods it. Does it not then
feel through every part of it, what it has been feeling after,
what it has been growing for? It understands then - God is not
far away, a vague principle or spirit to our minds. He is in
every good thing we do, in every pure feeling of love we have,
in every good thought, & thus we bring him into our daily lives,
for can we go to our daily business & work, without wisdom. Can
we do anything good in any direction with-out Him? We even "live
& move & have our being in him." When we understand this & turn
our faces towards Him - realizing that we are simply mediums for
Him to act through, making ourselves the purest mediums we can,
& consciously putting ourselves into communion with him, is
there any limit to what we may do, to the power we may have,
with Infinity to draw from.
Lessons
III & IV
Matter is
simply the expression of idea - of spirit - existing only as an
expression, with no power of itself or in itself. We exist as
separate ideas of God & our bodies are the expressions of these
ideas. Our bodies are the expression of God's thought or idea, &
as a thought of His, must be perfect. God gives us powers of our
own, of thought, & will & understanding & puts us here to work
out our own salvation to work through finite error into Infinite
Truth. Our bodies are faithful mirrors of our minds & spirits.
Matter exists only as expression of idea, is nothing to God. He
sees only the idea, but we have grown to think mostly of the
expression & we have lost the idea.
Questions
were asked as to whether we should take care of our bodies. Mrs.
Dresser said that we were not to try experiments with our bodies
that we wanted to grow out of the thought of our bodies, & as we
did that we should find ourselves growing out of the need of the
care. We have been facing the wrong way for so long - turning
our faces towards our bodies, now we are to change & turn
towards the light & our bodies will take care of themselves - as
the expressions of our spirits.
We need not
say we have no body - that there is no expression, but to
recognize it as an expression, & by harmonizing it with the
spirit, make it one with God - a perfect expression. If you see
a rose, that rose exists as an expression of a thought, an idea
which is beautiful, & the expression is beautiful & God's
expression, though to him the thought is the rose.
Lesson V
Upon death -
so-called death is the result of finite thought & error - God
could only have meant this expression of His idea-(the body) to
always represent that idea - Christ's strongest desire seems to
have been to do away with the idea of death. God fills all
space, is All in All. We have believed that when we die we shall
be nearer Him than we are now but how can we be any nearer,
excepting as we grow more like Him & can we not do that here &
now. What we want to do is to "die daily" as Paul said - die to
some error, rise to some truth & so bring our Heaven here & now.
Christ said "the Kingdom of Heaven is within you" & that surely
has no more to do with the so-called Heaven than with our life
here. Some one asked if they thought nothing was to be gained by
dying. Mrs. Dresser said we should at last learn one thing that
our bodies were nothing but an expression. Another asked if we
should be well & happy there? Mrs. Dresser said that as we had
the idea that we should be well after death as firmly rooted in
our minds as the idea of death itself. We probably should be
well, but that the same result might be brought about here by
the same belief & understanding of the truth.
Practically
we must accept this so-called death as the result of centuries
of error of belief, but why fear it? or long for it? Why have
any thought about it? This is eternity in which we are living
now & our one object should be to die to error, to live in
Truth, to make ourselves one with God & to help others towards
Him.
Our whole
life should be that: whether here or "there" & we are as near
God here as we grow to be & we live be no nearer there.
If we get rid
of all fear of death, we will find that we have done much to
lengthen life.
Lesson VI
Upon the
causes of disease in a general way.
We really
have our health & happiness in our own hands.
In illness a
doctor looks at results & treats them on their own ground,
instead of looking for cause - it is always caused by the mind -
the illness being only the expression. Congestion of the brain
is congestion of thought.
We do not
need resignation to death. What real difference does it make
whether we go or stay, We are in eternity now & are as near God,
if we open our hearts to Him, & our minds & spirit to the truth,
as we can be anywhere.
On the other
hand we can be no nearer Him there as far as place is concerned.
We will fight against this finite error of death as long as we
can - & make our aims one for Eternity - but when it comes it is
nothing to be resigned to. God is "All in All" - Resigned
invalids are resigned to an error, & it is hard to work against
such cases, for the will is weakened as far as overcoming the
error is concerned.
Mrs. Dresser
gave a practical illustration of the effect of mind upon health.
Supposing some one should come into this room now & accuse me of
being a fraud - there would be two ways of taking it - one in a
spirit of large charity, such as Christ's "Forgive them, they
know not what they do" - with no thought of self & so no
disturbance - or to get angry - feel hurt & brood afterwards.
Sooner or later there would be a disturbance in health - a
headache perhaps.
A learning to
take hold of ourselves & things in the largest spirit of
charity, is the basis of self-treatment.
On the
subject of poisons, Mr. Dresser said that man through ignorance
& fear & error has managed to turn almost everything to the
possibility of evil, for he has made death, King. He has put him
everywhere into the sunlight, so that tie rays of the sun have
power to kill into the air so that our bodies can freeze, etc.
About the only thing he has left him out of is color, though
green & some others are beginning to be associated with this
king.
God made all
things good & for good, & it is man, who has managed to find
evil in them.
Questions
were asked on the result of taking poison, not knowing that it
was poison - & they explained the universal, finite mind - the
accumulation of the opinions, prejudices & beliefs which we all
hold in common, which is so strong an effect of finite mind, in
the direction of error - (A mind is the strongest human thing in
the world) that it will fill any form of so-called matter,
making it harmful or helpful, as we give it power. Our being
individually conscious or unconscious at the time of taking it
could not make the whole difference for the whole weight of the
universal mind is on the side of the poison & then, too we do
not realize how our unconscious minds are made up of these same
opinions & beliefs of error & of fear.
Lesson VII
What is the
cause of disease?
The result of
finite mind, dwelling in error, ignorance, or fear. Truth is
unchangeable. Sensation is in mind & without mind there is no
sensation & as our pains come to us only through our senses,
they are only in mind.
What is the
idea of God?
Without
limitation of form, omnipresent, Infinite - infinite wisdom,
love, life, truth, peace - unchangeable. He cannot exist in
error which is only in our finite minds. He has given us minds
capable of thinking & reasoning & leaves us to work out our
salvation, to grow out of ignorance & error into truth. He means
us for health & happiness & we lose both only because of our
ignorance & our blindness. They are possible to each soul.
If we search
after Truth, we shall surely find it, & the first touch of it
upon the soul is the new birth, the understanding
& from that time we can grow into the health & happiness.
What are
these so-called bodies of ours?
They are
God's expression of His thought & idea - real to us - but not
real in themselves. The universe about us is the expression of
God's ideas. Does God fill all space? even that occupied
apparently by our so-called bodies & the objects about us?
If we could
once wholly grasp that idea that our bodies have no room, that
all is God, we should understand the whole subject & the more we
could grasp it the more power we should have.
What is
death?
Death has
come about through man's belief in error, that in death we throw
off the density of ourselves, not from God's point of view do we
go out of our bodies. To Spirit there is no matter, & as we grow
more in spirit, matter grows less to us. Finite mind makes
matter what it seems to be.
Lesson
VIII
Upon the
causes of disease. Grief, trouble of any kind, & unfortunate
temperaments were the causes of much disease, for if not taken
in the right way, they are sure to appear as expressions in some
form of so-called illness.
Mrs. Dresser
spoke of there being nothing of themselves in their treatments -
that they made themselves mediums to the Healing Power - or
rather it was as if she & her patients were both in a room,
bright with sun-light & the patient had a thick bandage over her
eyes - her work was to remove the bandage & let her see that the
light was all around her - that she had only thought,
it was dark.
Our attitude
of mind towards those about us influences them to correspond to
our idea of them, so that we have much power in the direction of
health or sickness, by our unconscious thought even of those
about us.
Mrs. Dresser
said in treating, she did not think of the patient's body in any
way. She simply tried to impress the truth on their
understanding.
Lesson IX
The power of
thought is the greatest power in the world - if two person, two
friends, should be alone together, sitting by the side of each
other, there would be an atmosphere of thought between them,
even though there were no words spoken, if they should sit down
together & one should give herself up to the other, who should
concentrate her mind upon the highest, noblest & most hopeful
thoughts for her, she could not help feeling an uplifting
influence, & if one was in sorrow or ill & the other should turn
her thought consciously towards the Wisdom, just as far as her
thought was in the Wisdom could she have power to help.
If you go to a friend in sorrow, & feel only her suffering, you
enter into her state of mind, but if you see through it & are
strong & full of hope & courage yourself for her, you cannot
leave her, even if you have said nothing, without her feeling
something of fresh courage & hope.
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As soon as you wrote that on paper you saw the folly
of being thus troubled. When you resolve to overcome
anything that looks foolish, of course you act in
wisdom (the opposites of foolishness); then if you
remember that wisdom is an infinite quantity &
character you will see that you can succeed,
& need not fear that you cannot. |
By our thought we help out
of error, or plunge deeper in, those of whom think. It is so
with anyone who is not doing as we would have them, we allow
ourselves to think of them & to associate them in our minds with
the evil habit or the wrong doing whatever it may be thereby
entering into it with them & helping to hold them in it, Our
thought should be of them always as they should be, as God means
them to be - as in their spiritual reality they are, since they
are thoughts of God, it is the same with a person who is ill, or
is suffering in any way if you think of them in that errors, or
under that cloud, your thought helps to keep them there.
A Mother has
everything her own way for her child. Absolute and complete is
her influence for good or for evil - not only in her own
thought, but in moulding the mind of her child.
The finite
mind is like a sensitive plate taking first our impression &
then another.
The ordinary
idea of prayer has come about from our likening God to an
earthly potentate or a human parent, based upon the supposition
that He had not a true knowledge of facts & so we must put them
before Him, expecting to change His mind by begging & imploring.
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When you get tired & try to rest,
do not hold the tired feeling as a part of yourself,
but consider it as something that must drop & vanish
as soon as you think so; or rather consider it as
nothing in itself, & therefore it:
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God is
unchangeable Wisdom. He never acts - we must put
ourselves into cooperation with Him, into the Wisdom & we shall
not ask in vain. He cannot be in error - we must turn
from error & to Him. Otherwise it would be as if we were to go
into a dark room, wanting the light & imploring God to send it.
The light exists & is meant for us - but it is for us to act -
to open the shutters & let it in - to go towards it.
It was Jesus
(the finite mind) who begged that the cup might pass from him,
but it was the Christ who said, "no my will but Thins be done" -
In the deepest sense there could be no truer prayer than that of
the Christ - but in many ways that sentence has done more harm
than almost any other. People have taken it in the sense that if
they were ill or suffering, they must be content to stay right
there, feeling that sorrow was sent just to be borne, not taking
in, that sorrow & suffering must be gone through their meaning
learned & applied. God's will studied, & something gained in
understanding each time to help the next - so making life fuller
& richer & therefore through the understanding of the meaning of
it all, making the suffering less all the time.
In treating
one should think of each patient as representing a perfect
spiritual reality - a thought of God. Any so-called illness,
even the outward appearance of it, though it seems solid, are
only thoughts, which have been held on to until they have become
dense.
Lessons X,
XI & XII
These three
were upon treatment. In the first came the subject of animals,
that it was a noticeable fact that in a wild state they were
very seldom sick, but as soon as they came under man's influence
through domestication, they not only had diseases, but the same
diseases that he had. Animals are supposed to have some of the
"Wisdom" but not understandingly so far as we know. We often
have influence over the minds of animals.
The Mother's
influence with the child is the strongest - the responsibility
of everything is in her hands - She has the entire making of the
child. Every hour in the day we are unconsciously putting into
children's minds some idea or fear of disease, some opinion of
error & then by our own opinions our fears & anxieties we bring
sickness to them & keep them in it.
We must never
allow ourselves to think of a child as naughty - we must trust
him utterly, & if he makes a mistake, show him the want of his
wisdom in the mistake.
Mrs. Dresser
spoke of the Mother's prayer for her child going out into the
world - her thought following him - keeping him always where she
wants him to be - safe & good & pure - just as far as her
heartfelt prayer is in the Wisdom, is it really his safeguard
holding him above the evil thing. But in the old faith, the old
idea of prayer there was always the doubt - in this new
understanding there can be no doubt - for we are working in the
Wisdom - working with God, & as far as we do work in the
Wisdom will our prayer be answered. It is the understanding
prayer - God cannot exist in error - he is unchangeable Wisdom.
Perception or
intuition is more natural to some than others, but can be
acquired by all - it comes through the putting aside of self.
In beginning
to practise this treatment, if one had little perception or
intuition, it might be a help to take Christ as our thought, as
combining the characteristics one would wish for all & holding
him as the ideal for the person one wanted to treat. As one
grows more in perception each soul will suggest its own ideal,
each with its individual possibilities.
The first
broad ground to work upon after this, is peace - harmony with
God of the soul before you - filled with Him, who is
Infinite Peace - Love - Wisdom, Disease is just the expression
of a want of "ease" - peace & harmony. Do not think of the pains
or the sufferings you want to rid them of - that is only to
bring them into your thought, that you may drive them out & is a
waste of time but take the mind that is filled with them & see
it filled instead with the wisdom, the love & the peace of God -
so filled that there is no room for the other feelings - &
you need not fear but that the expression of that mind will
respond.
In your
thought of that mind you want to help do not face it, for
then you are looking towards it & seeing its errors, but put
yourself beside it & together go toward the light. If you think
of the errors think of them as vanishing - as the fog before the
sunlight, the light of Wisdom shining through them.
Mrs. Dresser
said that she had had patients get so restless under a
treatment, when her own thought was peace, that they had
to walk up & down the room. Since the thoughts of error do not
hold on to us, but we to them, the treatment begins to pull us
in exactly the opposite direction, from the one we have been
used to going in, therefore the result for a time is anything
but peaceful.
There is no
rule as to length of silent treatment. The average would be
about 15 minutes.
No matter who
your patients may be, or if you have never seen them before you
sit down beside them with a longing to help them, which is the
truest love,
You know
that in this Wisdom you can help them & then you see them
as they really are in their spiritual identity, a perfect
thought of a perfect Being, you think of & see them as
they would be if they realized it all - if they were
consciously filled with God. Before that thought of Wisdom
all error must disappear & with it its expression - or the
illness & suffering. To be consciously filled with God is to be
filled with Peace - the "peace which passeth
understanding" to those who look at it from out-side - & into
that soul you feel the peace slowly but surely doing its
harmonizing work, until all discord ends.
To turn from
the changeable, finite thoughts of error, to-wards the Wisdom
which is unchangeable,' opening the soul wide to the in-coming
of God - making the spirit one with Him - that is the self
treatment, & that is what we would give others. "To be
spiritually-minded is life."
We must not
keep from trying to give this help because we feel our own
unworthiness, that of course the more we have the Wisdom
ourselves, the more we can do, & that with Infinity to draw from
there could be no limit to the possibilities open - but on the
other hand, that if a man had fallen to the lowest depths of
degradation & yet had a desire to help another, that desire or
longing was God in him.